Are you hurt? Goals!

I usually ask myself why those I love doesnt love me back? or something wrongs with me? well At the back of my mind is maybe this is not God’s perfect timing for me and he is also sculpting the character and boldness of my future husband. This time will do something to prove myself in the future. GOALS!

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just recently

It so awful I dreamed last night about you. About our past friendship, the old laughs, our small talks well it all fades as years passed its all gone. I’m mourning I had Loved you so much as brother and a special one. You are my Cadbury once woooh It hurts me so much! It’s all fresh the moments that we had. We are now heading same destination but in other aspects. A struggle and a blessing. You didn’t know what I am going through but Me? I know you are going through.. Please put this always on your mind “I’m your Hershey” the one who messaged you in your Facebook account 7 years ago. Yea sorry for being Dramatic. I Just missed you and always will.

There’s something in my throat that someone can only feel a tear coming out.

7 years ago it’s sembreak I had mistaken you of someone. I think so? then I chat you. then friendship starts…. In just one snap of a finger it’s all gone.

and this please I’m not pursuing again a something between us I just want to be Friend us again…

I cant write what I feel right now. I know it tore my whole..

Yea I know you’re just a one click away to chat. But I cannot. You are happy without me. So why would I bother you? I saw you in a group of friends. A friends that I think you knew than me and Friends your always with than me.

If wrong grammar sorry..

I fell inlove

Fell Inlove

Courage, seems undeniably strong for a love beyond the boundaries. Fighting for our Love equally digging out our own grave

Against everything

Hopeless, Love fails a thousand times before and future Few wins, One who wins sacrifice a countless hearts exchanged for  the one means a lot to her versus to the latter
and then and again

I felt something.My Heart pumping bloods to supply life located at the right part of my chest fall again. Figthing again for my previous failed battle of love.

This time I will win.

Resting Place

Blogging turns out my relieving form of stress in every day started last week. There’s always a people born to hate you, to disgust you, Stressing you, Making you anger, those person caused of your depression and everything. Sometimes you want to see yourself resting in God’s arm but you can’t. Why? people around you always dragging you down instead of lifting you up and you know inside your heart you’re praying to rest in our God’s arm. Let’s pray ” Oh God when i’m angry please wash it with your love for me and praying for those people to know you more cause i know you want me to love them like you love them yes even when they are so unlovable. Blessed them and clear our hearts. Help me God to remove this feeling of anger towards them. In Jesus might the name Amen. ” I’m not good at forgiving others but praying for that. What ways can i do to lift up my self? when others can not so I’ll just support myself. God always reminding us to push ourselves in the best that we can be (while growing in his word)

Spend almost of your time talking to God even you’re walking in the dark street, riding a vehicle, and Glorify Lord while your studying and working through your good performance and good grades. Do a ministry to serve the Lord.

I experienced having a ministry to work with its a personality and heart fulfilling moment.

October 27, 2012, The Day when I was born again to be an instrument of God’s word though I’m not active sometimes that’s just sometimes coz many times active than not. Im not lucky Im blessed, Im blessed Im blessed.

Thank you Lord for saving us from the burning fires of magma. You’d given us chance to take many choices. You give us chance to live in this world.

My First ride in Airplane

I book a ticket the day before the flight. Not so excited huh? (super excited) Proof of super Excited? I leave the house 4PM in the afternoon May 15, 2017 my departure date and time is May 16, 2017 6:00AM. No one can accompany me to Clark airport Pampanga so I left so early and people around me are shock in my early Departure. When I finally step my feet in waiting area I was so nervous and excited at the same time hey Its My First so what do I anticipate to feel? As I heaved my hand carry bag “This is it!” in my 21 years of kicking finally I will ride the plane not exactly one of my goals but listed in My To Do’s (Written in my Brain) . We ride the bus going to the airplane. Aircon and Accommodating staff. Airplane Depart already it’s flying. The feeling is unexplainable. Beatiful places and a lot of people riding this Cavernous plane. The Mountains, Sea and clouds all you can say is Wonderful Creation. Thank you Lord for this opportunity! the houses in very tiny places. I already see Bohol’s famous hundred of Chocolate hills. Loving it! This is funny yes but who would not be so childish If you’re in my sit. My mother didn’t reserve a sit beside the window but I’m so blessed that time! I sit beside the window! thank you Lord! Love Love… The clouds in different shapes and blue blue deep ocean! What if I dive in the Sea and snorkle? would it be fine? waaaaaah! Super duper excited to do more Trips riding a plane! WOOOOOOH!

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This is my Picture riding the plane. A very nice experience!

Explore now! Browse a place to have a vacation and do some new Adventures! Life is too short not to spend a money for short span of vacation. God Bless to our many trips! lovelots :*

Potter Head Indeed

A fan of  Harry Potter movies for 14 years and More years to come.. Ohhh C’mown! Watching this Movie had really a great impact in my personality I always dreaming of becoming a Hogwarts Student. Yea Really. But actually I don’t receive a letter from the School in my 11th year as a child. So what’s next? I just continue to Watch the movie. I start watching the movie when I was a 3rd Grader little Girl not understanding the small details of the movie Like I thought its Howmayniee (not Hermione) , You- Know-Who (the one who killed the potter) Uhm not thinking its the super badass black wizard of all time, I also repeatedly jealous of Howmayniee cause she is always with Harry Potter Which I had A crush on my early age. As years passed by and my pair of ear is just clearer compared before I had laugh realizing that I am mispronouncing the words and not really know the plot of the Movie. When I hit my 21 years existence I got Finished the Harry Potter Movies. I want a Harry Potter Merchandise. Yea I am a Potter Head but I can’t afford a Wand, Necklace, Uniform, and many more. I also just downloaded a free ebook of complete Harry Potter Books.

A Lifetime with Harry James Evans Potter

A fan of  Harry Potter movies for 14 years and More years to come.. Ohhh C’mown! Watching this Movie had really a great impact in my personality I always dreaming of becoming a Hogwarts Student. Yea Really. But actually I don’t receive a letter from the School in my 11th year as a child. So what’s next? I just continue to Watch the movie. I start watching the movie when I was a 3rd Grader little Girl not understanding the small details of the movie Like I thought its Howmayniee (not Hermione) , You- Know-Who (the one who killed the potter) Uhm not thinking its the super badass black wizard of all time, I also repeatedly jealous of Howmayniee cause she is always with Harry Potter Which I had A crush on my early age. As years passed by and my pair of ear is just clearer compared before I had laugh realizing that I am mispronouncing the words and not really know the plot of the Movie. When I hit my 21 years existence I got Finished the Harry Potter Movies. I want a Harry Potter Merchandise. Yea I am a Potter Head but I can’t afford a Wand, Necklace, Uniform, and many more. I also just downloaded a free ebook of complete Harry Potter Books.